Obv not me in my picture • Msg me •This is a side blog • 5'4"/162.5 cm • HW 200 lbs/90.7 kgs • Starting BMI: 34.3 • Current BMI: 31.8 • CW: 185 lbs/83.9 kg • GW: 150 lbs/68 kg • UGW: 125 lbs/56.7 kg
🌸Things to Remember🌸
🌸We all forget that there’s so much time for us to change and develop!! Don’t hate yourself for what you are; love yourself for what you will become🌸
☁️ Look like my ideal aesthetics
☁️ Wear whatever I want and look great
☁️ Be dainty af
☁️ BE CONFIDENT FOR ONCE IN MY LIFE
☁️ Love my self and my body
☁️ Finally have self control
☁️ Finally have a small waist
☁️ NOT Have thunder thighs anymore
☁️ Be beautiful
☁️ Hear compliments about how good I look
☁️ NOT BE THE FAT FRIEND ANYMORE
☁️ Have a ThIGH GAP!
☁️ For my current closet too be too big for me
☁️ Shop for all my cute new clothes
☁️ Shock everyone who doubted me
☁️ Feel PROUD of myself for achieving my goals
☁️ Be able to fit in a size small/ size 0
☁️ Feel confident in a swim suit
☁️ Be confident when I go out in public
☁️ Be able to Not hide my fat under hoodies and over sized clothes anymore
☁️ Wear over sized clothes and look like a dainty angel
☁️ Look in the mirror and love what I see instead of seeing disappointment
☁️ Hear the “OMG, you’re so skinny!” Or the, “How did you loose all that weight!?” Or even the “Do you even eat at all?!”
☁️ See the look on people’s faces when they realize I’m not the over sized cow I was while growing up and now I’m the cute dainty angel that catches everyone’s attention
☁️ Show my middle finger to those who doubted me
☁️ Be my own THINSPO!
☁️ Saying it was worth it when I reach my UGW 🐾
- Not pro anything/ For my personal motivation/ Please stay safe
All the fat that hangs from my Thigs, I H A T E I T.
All the fat behind my back, I H A T E I T
All the fat hanging from my arms, I H A T E I T.
All the fat covering the body that once used to be slim, dainty, perfect.
mum: god 1200 calories is hardly anything this diet is so hard
me, has eaten a maximum of 800 cals in the past week: haha yeah i know right god i love food
tbh,, its not /always/ about the idols being so small; I’ve had my eating disorder since before i liked kpop. Kpop is just really good music and I 12/10 recommend.
Yess, I like the bigger bands like BTS mainly haha classic bc I love the dances and once I’ve learnt them I can lose more weight because of the effort in the hard dances? Also something to strive towards! It’s like learning a piece of music fully on guitar, piano, violin etc but more active! I started to like them after 2months of my blog though!
